im quite tired. tired of waiting. waiting for people to come back. waiting for people to call . to message me.

should it not be the guy that decides? not the girl? why should i be the one deciding? BECAUSE!! i am so torn apart by it, i just wanna hide and lay low for a while.

=)

i just want to hang out and bury myself in my self-dug hole (with my cute rabbit shovel )

hasn't it always been that i call first? i bug u when u sleep? i called while you're out. called while you were having fun. but me?

somehow, couldn't guys just be sentimental and do the missing part first?

it's not bout pride anymore. the world has changed. gender parts switched. girls chasing guys. now guys..do your part. you miss the girls first. i had enough

and this is where taylor swift's song come into my head~~

you don't have to call, anymore, i won't pick up the phone
this is the last straw, don't wanna hurt anymore